JOKE

I think I must really learn how to articulate my issues that have been building up for the past few days. Sometimes I tend to feel so empty, as I try to fill up others' problems and demands as I go along this thing called life. And as I try to recall how easy the situation was before, I have deduced that yes, I think I need a break. I need to relax. I need an immersion weekend again. I need my family. I need my friends. I need to be back to my happy-go-lucky self, getting the highest grades anyone could ever imagine though I do not spend that much time studying. I need to be in high school again. I miss the simplicity and humility of our home. I miss my sister. I miss my parents. I miss 134 Aster street. I miss chemistry. I miss my high school friends. I miss commuting. I miss fudge. I miss my cousins. I miss everything that I've been "giving up" ever since I entered college.

But if I go back to be the way I was before and give up everything that's on my hands right now, I believe a lot would be pained. A lot would be wounded. Betrayed. I don't want that to happen. I really don't.

Thinking about it, I believe I must really find something or some way to articulate everything beyond this blog that I have been maintaining for the past four to five years. Blog lang ito, baka ma-misinterpret pa ng ibang tao kung ano talaga 'yung sinasabi ko rito.

Sabihin na lang nating joke lang ang lahat ng ito. Kunwari wala akong sinabi. Chengkeh lang ang lahat. Echos lang.

Makapag-philo na nga lang!!! ORALS ko na bukas!